these 2 days i have felt really bad, cause only one question hovers in my head and i have not found any positive answer yet!
that question is that "What the hell i have done since last September until now in Finland?"
I have to reconsider it. i just wasted a lot of time doing nothing!!!
i feel guilty for myself! that feeling is horrible, which is "self-blame".
I will make a plan in these 2 days!
need to renew my visa!have to decide my thesis topic on my own!
....dozens of work is waiting for me...
..............
I know the hard life outside, you must learned many things in the past one year.
ReplyDelete"life is complex, but life is nice"
thanks for your encouragement!yes, i have experienced a lot and learned much from life here! but i mean there was no obvious improvements in my scientific knowledge!honestly, i do not like research work, which i quited after 3 years in Huhhot.
ReplyDeleteYES!"life is complex,but it is fantastic"--it is my idea too:)